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[12 Jul 2005|12:03am] |
I only have two things to say:
1. my new icon is amazing.
2. my new journal is onewaytolive. I haven't added anybody from the entry below yet, but I'll be doing everything tomorrow.
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[11 Jul 2005|04:02pm] |
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I have a new journal. it's getting a paid account for it and it's also going to be friend's only. if you want me to keep you on my friend's list (and it's not obvious that I will) then comment here and I'll add you on the other one, then I'll make another entry in here when I move everything over there.
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[10 Jul 2005|10:09pm] |
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I have a weird butterfly feeling in my stomach. it's weird, because I haven't just had a crush on someone in a long time. just some stupid feeling that I know isn't going anywhere, but it's still cute to feel it. I dunno. I'm pretty happy though.
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[07 Jul 2005|09:41pm] |
I think I finally feel happiness.
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[07 Jul 2005|01:09am] |
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I feel like when I fall asleep I'll be in another world and I won't wake up in normal world life, but I'll wake up in the other world and everything will be different.
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[05 Jul 2005|10:19pm] |
today I got a message from some guy named "snake pissken" or something like that, and it said the following:
you sound like a cunt!!!!!!!! go on a diet
so I took this picture the other day at stef's that fits it perfectly.
people amuse me.
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[04 Jul 2005|01:27pm] |
yesterday I went to seabreeze with stef, brit, and joey, then to ryan's in canandaigua. seabreeze was really fun and I pretty much just slept at ryan's, but that was fun too. today I'm going to the beach with stef, izzy and michaela, and possibly arielle. my mom is washing her hair right now and it smells good. I have the hickups. tomorrow I have to go back to work, and that's shitty. I have a headache and I wish my car didn't break down yesterday.
//end of randomness.
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[02 Jul 2005|10:27am] |
I bleached my hair and katie made me look like a girl yesterday...
weird eh?
later tonight we're adding more bleach to get the orangey spots out, and then adding brown like lowlights...it's gonna be swell.
I love kt. <3
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[01 Jul 2005|08:52pm] |
as soon as I can find a place that will host videos for free, I have like...5 videos I want everyone to see. we jumped off the bridge today and it was glorious. everything about today was perfect, especially the company. I love you stephanie and jess and sean and brit and joe. <3
in a little bit brittanie and I are going to katie's for hair time. then I think back to stephanie's do watch some movies or something. I dunno.
my weekend is pretty much booked, but if you want in on anything, call me, guys.
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[30 Jun 2005|11:23pm] |
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yessss.
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[30 Jun 2005|06:04pm] |
sleeping in until 1:06, I think was exactly what I needed. I feel glorious.
now I'm going to stef's them michaela's then the beach.
ya know, sometimes, I really do love this life.
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[30 Jun 2005|01:01am] |
I got home and this was sitting on my computer:
your birth tree is: lime tree, the doubt
accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.
I think my mom is trying to tell me something. like, she HATES me.
in other news, I'm officially reinlove with ryan bartlett. in a platonic way. and it's 1:00 in the morning and my mom is going to kill me if I call into work in the morning. I still feel like assholes, but she's going to think it's because I stayed up late. shiiiiiiiit.
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[29 Jun 2005|04:18pm] |
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I'm scared.
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[29 Jun 2005|02:07pm] |
physically, I feel terrible. my jaw is swollen and sore and only opens half way, I've got shooting pains running from my forehead all the way back into my neck and shoulders, my stomach won't hold any food, it feels like my throat is on fire and I can't stop coughing, my nose is running more than it ever has before, my eyes are constantly watering, and I have lower back and muscle pain. I'm a fucking wreck.
emotionally, though, I feel better than I have in months.
I'm starting to worry about money and bills and things I want though. because I'm a baby, and if I don't get my way, then I'm a brat. a huge one. so I'm hoping I just miraculously win the lottery and have money to pay for everything. yes.
also, instead of editing the last post, I'm just going to put the rest of the june pictures in this post.
( more junefaves )
and finally:
damn it feels good to be a gangster.
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[28 Jun 2005|10:48pm] |
two am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him
winter just wasn't my season
and we walk through the door
so accusing their eyes
like they have any right at all to criticize
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
cause you can't jump the track
we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass glued to the table
no one can find the rewind button girl
so cradle your head in your hands
and breathe
just breathe
if I could pick one song to be on the soundtrack of my life, this would be it. I feel like it should be playing in the background every second of every day, because it's so real feeling. dude.
I love being outside and I love spending time with my beautiful friends. I'm going to edit this and add more pictures from june that I love because, baby, it's not over yet.
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[27 Jun 2005|06:02am] |
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life was so surreal yesterday.
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[26 Jun 2005|11:10pm] |
I've got no plans and too much time
I feel too restless to unwind
I'm always lost in thought
as I walk a block
to my favorite neon sign
where the waitress looks concerned
but she never says a word
just turns the jukebox on
and we hum along
and I smile back at her
and my friend comes after work
when the features start to blur
she says "these bars are filled
with things that kill
by now you probably should have learned
did you forget that yellow bird?
well how could you forget your
yellow bird?"
and she takes a small silver wreath
and pinned it onto me and said
"this one will bring you love"
and I don't know if it's true
but I keep it for good luck
ohhh that life.
thing have been great these past few days. thanks friends. I owe you guys one, big time. ♥
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[25 Jun 2005|04:55pm] |
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I mentioned the fact that I wanted to get a new car in front of my mom today, and she didn't freak out. she acted kind of interested to know what I wanted. maybe that's a good sign and I'll be on my way to driving a nice little honda civic.
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[25 Jun 2005|01:54pm] |
if it were a feasable option, I would probably be living at stephanie's house right now. not because I hate my parents or even like, wanna move out. I just love stephanie and her parents and her sister and joey. I love it there. it's been like, my life for the past 2 weeks and I'm not complaining at all. one bit.
tonight stephanie's having a small get together at her house and I'll finally get to see jess. stoked to the max.
tomorrow I feel like I have plans but I'm pretty sure I'm just retarded. so if anyone wants to hang out, feel free to give me a call. I need people in my life right now.
591-0873.
I think this summer is going to be a fucking good one.
I'm at the point where I care about literally nothing that's going to make me upset. so I've been happy for 3 days in a row. fucking yes.
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